I will not write of the path that got me to a particular point, not now anyway, but I reached a point at which I was told by God, while meditating, to just go back to Church (i.e. worshipping Him), and not worry about the current woes of TEC / TAC.
I have the same feeling that I would get when my big brother would go take care of something on my behalf.
I think that the message here is to A) continue with worship, doing the right things, B) do **NOT** get wound up (like I did), and C) He will take care of the rest. The message was brief, but direct. Go back, I’ll handle all the other stuff.
Who’s to argue with that?
On a tangent, I try to get meditation nailed down as a skill or discipline, and it’s rather like trying to grab a fish out of a lake!
